Thu Dec 15 19:24

This is the first day of the rest of my life. I quit my job last week. I don't have a reason that will make sense, so we will just move on.

I am turning 40 in 45 days. I am the last of my line and I don't know how to feel about that.

I'm going to test myself over the next 45 days. Try to bring some order to my life. I don't know if it will work, but I have no other plans.Â